Emotional states

I'm curious - how many emotional states does one feel in a day. I'm not talking the exterior facade that you put on for others or where you hide those minor inklings of annoyance or anger. Seriously everything!

Essentially every thought is fueled by some sort of emotion - am I right? Sure to varying degrees but even if we count only the ones that leave a, more or less, conscious imprint in our minds we would get a least a good dozen or two. That's an emotional rollercoaster!

Is this just me?

I mean I don't think we can write off as an adolescent phase - can we? Are we suppose to be more emotionally resilient, indifferent and aloof inside as we get older? Is that a part of what it means to grow up? To let rationality rule with a steel fist?

I say all this cause there have been so many things I just wanted to blog about throughout the day. Documenting what is essentially my life - but I can't. I can't just drop everything and do that. I can now - but that's just handy.

The last thing I felt was angry, resentment and wounded. In that order... It's too much... I can't type that fast! I'm actually getting cut and sore as I write this... Ughh...